Fuck September. September SUCKS. I want August back. I want Mercury to be in retrograde. Things were SO MUCH BETTER.
I am NOT having a good month, and TODAY has been complete and total bullshit.
I haven’t gotten much of anything done. I can’t concentrate, and my nerves are shot. I have gotten ONE chapter done lately.
I HATE THIS.
I feel like I’ve been dropped back into my life 5-10 years ago, and I DO NOT LIKE IT.
I WOULD go OFF a little more, but I have had ENOUGH of a nervous breakdown today. I’m going to smoke the rest of these cigarettes that I hate and try to go to bed.
PS I apologize to my 3 subscribers for all the hate and pain and explicit behavior today. But ONLY today.